Hurtophobia

Hey, hello! It's me again. I think I'm making this blog like an online diary of some sort, due to little spare time in researching what to post. And today's post is about..!
My fear of heights!
Ever since I was a child, I had a recurring nightmare about me falling down three flights of stairs in a mall. I would wake up breathing heavily and sweating profusely and so afraid that I would go to my mom's room and sleep there. That fear was made solid when I jumped down to a hammock and I hit my back hard on the floor(which probably caused my hunchback-ness). I was so scared at that time because for a moment, I failed to breathe, and I felt unbearable pain. And that's the history of my fear.
But I don't really think that's my fear.
I think I'm afraid to fall, because I don't want to get hurt. You can call it cowardice... introversion... but I'd call it hurtophobia.
(Maybe that's why I'm still single! x) )
Okay I am feeling slightly awkward.
Maybe I should finish this post.
Maybe.
Nope. Still going to write.
You know, I once read that writing consistently improves one's writing 'muscles'.
How come I'm still skinny? Bam!
Oh, Lance, you hilarious idiosyncratic, you.
---0----0---0---
But really, though my friends may say otherwise about this 'hurtophobia'(though they may agree on me being afraid of rollercoasters and heights) due to me being impulsive... you know... when there's something really serious happening like.. um. like this:
(a classmate jokes that my teacher looks ugly)
Teacher: Do you really think that I'm ugly*? (machine guns us with insults and degrading stuff and showing signs of rage)
Me: (the only one laughing) Yes miss you look REAL ugly*!
*though [ugly] was not the insult made
Okay, that was a rather light example. I've got tonnes of examples, don't you worry.
Too many samples, too little time.
However, dang it. Just be convinced I am not a coward.
What! You still think I'm a coward and none of this things make sense?
Well, fine! Forget about everything you just read. I am not a coward! I have no fear! Wait, is that a~
FLYING MANTICORE! RUN!